…I’m so angry. All the time…
(Source: fleshscars, via escapistmusings)
…Sometimes I wonder if it’s all in my head, if my family aren’t too demanding and I’m just being selfish. But then they do something that reminds me that I have lived with the pressure they put on me my entire life and all I can do is wonder if it’s ever going to end.
We got our wedding photos the other day — the prints that we had enlarged and framed as part of the package, and my parents were looking at them. My mother’s first comment was to bitch at me that they weren’t in any of the enlargements.
Sometimes I don’t even know why I bother…
… Being medicated is the worst. I feel like even more of a failure and now all I want to do is sleep all the time …
(Source: beautifullydeviant, via escapistmusings)
(via invisiblesoulss)
…I’m still so bitter. Why can’t I let this go? …
99% of the day my stomach is in knots
………..
but no one knows…..
im so good at hiding it
